pushed

An emptiness, not like before, not a hollow.  Assurances made, I had my hopes up, again, and here I sit in knots, torn up.  The sun will rise and it will set, I need to escape.  It sounds crazy, but I feel like I was pushed away, the more the same words were repeated, the more agony I felt, the more I was pushed away.  I need an escape, a distraction,  mind candy, mind numbing, something.

take care