Friday, July 3, 2015


You spoiled me so.  I just feel so lost with out you.  There is this emptiness, I feel hollow.  I just feel like I am all alone in this world.  I am doing my best to be sure our little girl doesn't feel all alone in this world.  I'm tired of being strong.  I'm tired of keeping things together.  She is the reason why I get out of bed in the morning.  When I smile now it doesn't feel real, it's so people won't worry.  You could always make me real smile.  My brain tells me it will get better, but my heart doesn't believe it.  Until I real smile again.

I love you my handsome man.

take care