Fate, really I don't know about that, I'm not a subscriber. Though I didn't toss it, I was real close to tossing it, but I didn't. Am I crazy for even entertaining the idea. It's been a little over 3 years. Timing is so weird.
I wasn't heart broken, just wasn't a good fit for me, I don't know I'm pretty tired, drained. Lots of energy expended today. It's so easy. I'm all over the place and so non-coherent. There wasn't even time, though not sure what that would look like. I still remember the parking lot promise, I think you may have forgotten. Different phase of my life. No longer daughter. I'll always and forever be Mom, but a different capacity. I have more confidence, I think. Life is good, I think I'll just go with that for now.
take care,