I am so lonely. I cherish my time with our little girl. I've learned to be funny and goofy with her. I was before, but I seemed to always play the straight man to your comedic ways. I think I've found a balance in that regard. I miss being your partner in everything. I miss how you always made me feel beautiful. I updated our pictures in the living room, you are not in them. We put our old family pictures on the wall in the dining room, a new place. You won't be in any future pictures, when she graduates, after a school play, and not in the photos from our twentieth wedding anniversary. In less than a month I will have surpassed your age, never be able to tease you with old age jokes, even if it was only a 10 month difference. I am so lonely and empty it hurts.
I miss you handsome man and love you still.
take care,
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