tired

I'm in a funk, on the brink.  I thought about sitting in the garage, but she filled my mind.  I'm alone, it's hard when I'm by myself.  It's so rare.  I don't want to be around anyone, I just want to be.  I want my mind to be occupied so I don't do this.  Distraction.  I'm at the edge.  I saw your picture unexpectedly, unprepared and I just wept.  I want to reach out to someone, I just don't know who, or what to expect, there is nothing anyone can do.  I don't want to be a burden on others.  Only two I can think of, one is in a huge time crunch and the other has issues going on already.  I don't know what to do.  I'm tired. I love you handsome man and miss you so.

take care.