hello there, not sure who is on the other end of this anymore. Maybe it's just for me now, I don't know. So much has happened since the last time I was here. Is my confidence coming back? It's been a little over five months now. So many tasks to complete, an entire life and existence to pack away and put in places to allow us all to move on.
So many other memories flood my mind. 9 years ago today we took a virtual flight, before "virtual" was even a thing, to Paris. As a family we had a spring break trip right in our living room. We even had inflight snacks, yes I'm talking little packages of trail mix from delta. I did the best I could, I still am. My bag of tricks for your princess has expanded and grown with her as her needs grow and mature. I really miss you.
Sometimes I can't believe he's gone, but I can. I know that doesn't make a whole lot of sense. If you were still here I don't think I would be doing all of the legal and necessary work because of the thousands of miles, well I probably would because that's who I am. It would be such a different predicament if you were still on this planet. I don't think he would have moved here, if that happened your princess would not have been as close to him; and this wouldn't hurt so much for her, AGAIN. Sometimes I wonder what we would be like if our lives hadn't changed 3,268 days ago. Would she have the same interests, would she be on the same path. I'm doing my best my love, God I miss you.
Laundry calls.
take care,
