I have so much on my mind. There is a jumble of thoughts, so many memories, flash backs. I can't put my thoughts into coherent sentences. I am so tired. I've been visiting the place again, I'm not making any of the decisions, but watching all the choices unfold, the letters and wrist bands dnr cloud my mind. A heavy heart. It's been 8 years, precisely 2,945 days. I'm listening to stories, asking questions to encourage those stories she wants to share.
I miss you handsome man. There is just so much I want to get out, but don't have the energy.
take care,
