It's still another candle you'll never see on your own cake, I've surpassed you and there's no going back. No more teasing you then holding my tongue for the last three months of the year. I don't want to think about the last three months of the year, they've been challenging these last few years. I'm focusing on today & remembering the good.
I still remember you trying to surprise me for my birthday, the year I was pregnant. We're driving almost to the freeway and then you realized you left your wallet. We get all the way home and you ask me, prego, to go upstairs and get your wallet; because your knee was bothering you. I'm thinking are you kidding me, as I recall I even mentioned something about your pregnant wife, teasing of course. I knew something was up. You would never have done that, you practically had me in a bubble those nine months. So I trudge upstairs, making as much noise as I could, I open the door, SURPRISE! People were over and everyone was making potatoes, that was my craving at the time. I even got a Mr. & Mrs. Potato head toy set.
I'm getting more and more use to that idea you put in my head, I'm not so scared. I like the pace things are right now. I even took a pretty big leap myself, we'll see how it goes.
"If energy can never die then neither can love"
I'm starting to realize that it's ok my love for you will never go away. Not giving up on love does not mean I have to give you up in the process, I just get to bring you with.
I'm getting there.
take care
